Doubt
It is natural to have times of doubt in our lives.
In a world full of misinformation, it is okay to want proof that something is real, or true.
Even people in the Bible had doubts – the apostle Thomas was even given the nickname "doubting Thomas" (John 20:24-25)
Doubt is something we all experience at times and can actually be a sign of growth. Questioning certain assumptions and trying to learn new things helps us progress in our faith.
When John Wesley, the founder of Methodism, returned from an unsuccessful missionary trip to America he felt like a failure. However, it was only in this disappointment that he came across his true faith.
God carries us in times of doubt. Rest in God’s arms a while and be still. God knows our heart and sees our thoughts. You are loved more than you can ever know!
What has brought you to this page today?
Some people have always had a nagging doubt. You may want to believe, but logic or reason makes it hard to believe that there could be a God.
For others doubt comes after belief, often in times of trouble. Has something changed in your life recently that has suddenly made your world different? You might be facing illness or bereavement, or the certainty of a job or relationship has suddenly become at risk, or even disappeared.
Take time to think on what is causing you to doubt your faith or yourself at this time. You could write it down, or speak it aloud.
Here's a simple prayer, say it with me
Creator God, as I look up at the sky, I feel small. The universe seems to stretch far beyond me.
I want to feel your presence, to know that I am a treasured part of your creation.
Help me to know that you are with me now.
Help me to know that you love me.
Amen.
Take time out
The apostle Thomas was one of Jesus' first followers, who personally knew him. When the other apostles told him that they had met Jesus alive after his crucifixion, Thomas wouldn't believe it until he physically touched Jesus' wounds.
Take five minutes to listen to this immersive Bible meditation as Thomas meets with Jesus.
We may not feel it, but even in the unimaginably dark places, God is with us.
Longer mediations on this theme are available on taketime.org.uk
The psalmist writes
O Lord, you have searched me and known me.
You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from far away. You search out my path and my lying down
and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue,
O Lord, you know it completely.
You hem me in, behind and before,
and lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
it is so high that I cannot attain it.
Reflect on how much you are loved, trusting in God to hold you fast through any doubts you may face. Read the full Psalm 139, entitled The Inescapable God.
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Find more prayers about doubt: search for prayers on the daily prayers page.